But this girl? She’s itching for change.
(shameless sister shot – hehe)
Of the hairstyle variety.
You see, I’ve had this cut for years now. And before that, I always had LONG hair:
(OMG this pic is SO old – and that’s not even my hair at it’s longest, but it makes my point, at least)
As in – I had the same long haircut for the vast majority of my late-teen/early-20 years. My hair was a security blanket for me. I never fooled with the cut much, barely a trim most of the time. The cut I have now took me forever to work the nerve up to actually go through with.
But now? At the mere mention of going super-short (as in “pixie” short) — I’m intrigued.
This is huge for me. I’ve never been one to jump at the chance to make drastic changes with my haircut (color – yes, cut – never). It always scared me to my very core. Deep down, I was afraid that it would make my cheeks look puffy and my already-long face look longer. It made me feel self-conscious.
But yesterday when the word “pixie” was mentioned — I kind of got excited about it. And eagerly started pinning away.
(Now before you get too excited, I haven’t made any decisions quite yet. I have until April 14 to figure it out — that’s when my hair appointment is….)
But the real reason I’m blogging about my HAIR of all things today? <–I promise to get back to fitness talk tomorrow!
It’s a reminder of how far I’ve come. How good it feels to finally be comfortable in my own skin and confident enough to be open to taking a risk with my appearance. I hope this doesn’t sound entirely vain and ridiculous — but this small rock feels like a much bigger rock to me.
Just another “score” for me in this journey towards becoming my own best friend. Kind of crazy that a little facebook status update could cause this much thinking and reflecting on my part, huh?
Guess that’s the “Overthinking Ollie” in me coming out again. But this time, I don’t mind that she’s made an appearance. It’s got me thinking and mulling in a really good way for a change.
…now if only I could come to a conclusion on the whole to chop/not chop debate. April 14th will be here before I know it. 😉